I was really hoping that this blog would be all good things and happy thoughts about Her. Unfortunately, it is not. I have been left hanging, and if the situation changes over the next few days, all will be be happy again. Until then, I just don’t feel all that great anymore.
The past few weeks, as mentioned previously, have been some of the best days of my recent life. It all came to a screeching halt today. Maybe I was expecting too much. I would have almost preferred a straight no answer as opposed to the one I received, as now I am left hanging, waiting for the other shoe to drop. I think I put myself out there enough; I really shouldn’t push the issue.
Or should I? Should I seek some sort of closure to this whole situation? I, and others for that matter, thought that things might be headed in the right direction. That maybe I could at least get a date out of it to see what happens. I don’t want to scare her off and have her go off to school thinking that I am madly in love with her or anything; this definitely is not the case. I think she is cool people, and I really just want to get to know her better. We share inside jokes… we have a similar sense of humor… I just don’t know what else there is to do.
Does She go home after seeing me and think about all this crap? Or am I alone in this? God, I am so miserable right now. And I don’t even no why…
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